We are the dust of a future past.

That line comes after the line, "We are the children who grew too fast," from a Spinal Tap song (of all places) that was brought to mind by recent thoughts in Tracy's and Emma's LJ's. Check that out, interesting thought patterns.

About to leave for work after I brush my teeth. Yay. But I work with Ruth today! I'm getting a little obsessed, but that's just because she keeps smiling at me. Damn her. No no, just kidding, don't damn her. I went in for a few hours yesterday to cover so another girl could leave early for high-school-senior-related things, which I didn't want her to have to miss. So for about an hour I got to work right next to Ruth, though it was a bit too busy for us to be able to talk much. I so totally want to do something regarding her, but I don't know what. I do have one idea, but it's random and I wouldn't even tell her I'd done it if I were to do it. So nevermind that. :) But I want to say something to her, somehow ask if we can do something outside of work.. but it's like back in high school, that feeling like you can't possibly ask if someone has a date for Prom without sounding like you're asking because you want to go with them, you know? Ack. Anyway, babbling. Jules used a quote in his journal that I thought was very cool, about radio station KFKD. It mentioned the inability for selfless love, which I would like to think is not an inability of mine. So like I said before--admire from afar and do what I can, that's the ticket. ;) For now, I guess. But I dream of her. That's so incredibly rare I can't explain.

Before work yesterday I formatted and reinstalled Windows on Gustav here. Gustav is one of my computers, by the way, if you don't know me well enough to know I'm weird and name everything. I think he feels better now.

Anyway. Brush teeth, go to work. Have a grand day, all. :)